Sometimes, I want to be more than just looks...

I Can Move On

2006-08-14T14:03:00.000+02:00

"I can all things through Christ who strengthens me" Phillipians 4:13
I can move on and I will. I have found better loves in my life.

I Can

I can do what I desire
I can do what I purpose
I can do what is in mind
I can do this

I can do what I please
I can love without any ease
I can do more than you say
I can do this

I can do more without you
I can do more than you think is true
I can do what I want
I can do this

I can overcome my fears
I can overcome those weak tears
I can write more than you think
I can do this

Love

2006-08-04T11:18:00.000+02:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." (1 Corinthians 13:4-7 New International Version)

"Love never gives up cares more for others than for self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, doesn't have a swelled head, doesn't force itself on others, isn't always 'me first', doesn't fly off the handle, doesn't keep score of the sins of others, doesn't revel when others grovel, takes pleasure in the flowering of truth, puts up with anything, trusts God always, always looks for the best, never looks back, but keeps going to the end." ( 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 The Message Bible)

Can you love those who you feel don't deserve your love? Or, do you have to be partial with your love? Love is the only thing that is feeling giving in this world. It is one of the only rare gifts that you can give and keep giving without any price. You don't have to worry about "will it be returned?" Love is always returned. Love just is.

If I...

If I say "thank you"
But do not have love,
I meant nothing.

If I give away the
Largest sum of money but
Do not have love,
It is worthless.

If I give you a hug
On your worse day,
But do not have love
It was meaningless

If I talk to you all
Night and cried when you
Did, but do not have love
It will be tragic

If I fulfilled my hearts
Desire and still give my all
But do not have love
There will be no magic

If I opened myself up
And befriend everybody
But do not have love
It shows nothing

Integrity

2006-08-03T08:02:00.000+02:00

"Wanting to satisfy the crowd, Pilate realeased Barabbas to them. He had Jesus flogged, and handed him over to be crucified." Mark 15:15

When the pressure's on and the crowd's shouting at you to do the wrong thing - what will you do? Have some integrity and stand to your beliefs.

Nothing More, Nothing Less
This is me
All of me
Do not expect anything more
Or nothing less
I am who God created
I am a finished tool
Nothing more
Nothing less
I belong to the One above
I am what he has chosen
Nothing more
Nothing less
I am his living vessel
His chosen piece of art
Nothing more
Nothing less
I have accepted the fact
I have accepted my purpose
For me it could be nothing more
Not even nothing less

...I have just finally accepted who I am

2006-08-01T08:57:00.000+02:00

"Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell." James 3:5-6

Watch what you say, because once you say something, you can't take it back.

Can you let me know?

Tell me what you know
Tell me what is real,
Tell me about myself
Cause you seem to know the deal.

Tell me whom I love
Tell me whom I hate,
Tell me my passion
Cause it is you that frustrates.

Tell me about my longing
Tell me about my desires,
Tell me a littler louder
Cause your ego keeps raising higher.

Tell me since you know
Tell me what you believe I am about,
Tell me right now
Cause you seem to know me throughout.

Some people say I have changed...

2006-07-31T11:08:00.000+02:00

"Love your neighbor as yourself." James 2:8
If you cannot love yourself, how can you love others?

You Know You Love Me

You know you hate the way I act
You know you hate how I easily distract
You know you hate how I am so hard to please
You know you hate how I am such a tease
You know you hate how it has to be a certain way
You know you hate the way we often play
You know you hate my different personality
You know you hate my varieties
But deep down inside
You know you love every piece of me.

Can You Believe?

2006-07-31T07:52:00.000+02:00

"The integrity of the upright guides them, but the unfaithful are destroyed by their duplicity."

Proverbs 11:3

Man. I am so happy!! Is it the fact that I have found a person who accepts me for me? Or is the fact that I have finally accepted who I am as a person and I really don't care that you aren't my friend? I'm still happy! I can only wish the same for you.

Alone

All alone

Just sitting there

Staring up above

Looking at the stars

Thinking my thoughts

My thoughts of peace

Tears running down

My face

Unstoppable they seem

Sitting in silence

No on to question me

Trying to figure out

What it is about

Me, why you sit in

Silence not talking to me

Maybe it is because

Of who I am inside

Maybe you just don't

Like the person I am

Still, I'm sitting here

All alone

...But They Have No Idea

2006-07-28T07:50:00.000+02:00

"An honest answer is like a kiss on the lips."

Proverbs 24:26

Can you tell me how you truly feel. Can you please tell me so you don't have to go through other people. I desire to know the truth.

Airless

Airless

Is how I feel

Higher than anything

Maybe even anyone

Not thinking about you

Not even thinking about

Them

I just feel like

I'm high in the clouds

Blood pounding

Can't hear a thing

But my heart beating

Not thinking about

Who I am or what

You think I am

I'm on top of the

World

And not coming down

Anytime soon

I'm free of all

My fears, free from

The bondage holding

Me back

Not worrying about

What they say

Or what they

Might think because

At this time

The clouds are my

Friends

I can lean on them

Just because right

Now I have the

Feeling of being

Airless

They think they know...

2006-07-27T08:10:00.000+02:00

I forgive you...
"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven."

Luke 6:37

Can you see it?

Can you not see that I do not care?

Is it not evidant I have moved on?

I have no time for childish games

I am so tired to getting played,

All of this is blocking my purpose

And if you were a true friend you would have stayed.

I pray for you every day

I plee to the almighty God above,

That he does not show you what I have seen

And to fill your heart with over flowing love.

So if you want to milk the topic

Go ahead and do that,

But do not count me in on

This little kids spat.

Are you sure?

2006-07-26T08:23:00.000+02:00

okay i want to give a newsflash to my friends who read this...these poems i write are posted in random order...this on in particular is very old and has no point in the situation right now...

Sitting Here Right Now

Sitting here right now
Thinking bout your face
Wondering if I did the right thing
What to take it back
You broke my heart
You hurt me hard
I have nothing left
Cause you were my all
Crying myself to sleep
Sometimes it's hard to stop
Missing you touch, your kiss, your love
Yet, I'm sitting here right now
Thinking bout your face
Wondering if I did the right thing
Because my heart said I didn't

For you

2006-07-24T11:41:00.000+02:00

man...are things gettin weird, or is it juss me...is the pressure going up so much in people's lives, they don't know how to handle it...is what i'm doing right...is staying here right for me...nothing is ever better left unsaid...that is how more people get their feelings hurt...but thank you for hurting me...i needed it, because it is apart of my purpose...do you know your purpose for life?

Your Hearts Desire

All you ever wanted was...
A hand to hold
A face to touch,
Someone quite bold
Who never wanted to rush.

A replacement for the girl
You could never get,
A person to take on a whirl
Someone who was indeed different.

Lips to intake
Eyes in which to stare,
A heart to break
From your devious glare.

A doll to place
For the world to see,
To finish that race
Because it was she , I could never be.
And that is what you recieved.

All or nothing

2006-07-24T08:32:00.000+02:00

i can't believe i wasted my life...seven months to be exact...on some doofus...yup...i can be angry now...but that would so not be rite...i have to be lovin...why?...because i finally accepted who i am...unlike some

Just Tell Me

Why did you have to go and do that?
Could you not see
That I was true to you the whole
Time before you had to flee
You're such a punk
Never knowing what to decide
I can't believe I didn't see the junk
That you held up inside
Grow up and be yourself
Show some integrity
Try to tell the truth sometime
Before you're left alone

So...

2006-07-20T13:48:00.000+02:00

If only I could scream and shout
If only I could cuss someone out
If only I could learn my own way
If only I could find a place to stay
If only I could understand my dreams
If only everything was what is seems
If only I wasn't lost in my mind
If only I could tell my thoughts that time
If only I could learn to live
If only I could

What is it...

2006-07-20T09:46:00.000+02:00

What is it about the past that so many study it....That so many crave it...That so many yearn to return to it...Am I guilty of this crave?...

If I Could Travel to the Past...

If I could travel to the past
I would never have gotten with you
I would have never cried endless tears for you
I would have never left my seat
I would have never kissed you
I would have never touched you
Worst of all
I would have never left your side

If only...

2006-07-19T16:16:00.000+02:00

If only I could confess to you...If only you knew my true hearts desire...I only you could see that I love you...If only you could

If life...
If life was a song
I would sing it loudly to you
If life was a book
I would read it in the dark
If life was dream
I would be sure never to wake up
If life was never long
I would find my soul mate
If life gave a look
I would return it back
If life was what it seemed
I would know what to do

watever

2006-07-19T08:47:00.000+02:00

man...if onli i could realli write poems...that would be something...

The Ache

The ache I get when you
Aren't around me, the
Feeling I got from you, the
Feeling of missing something

That something was you, my
Love, for your calls aren't
Always enough to remind me
Of how you hug me tight

Your emails weren't enough
Nor your text message's either
Because none could touch my
Lips like you could

drama, love, and lationships

2006-07-18T08:18:00.000+02:00

something i've figured out...i'm just gonna share it

relationships don't come put together already. you have to put the tiny pieces in place. at times if might be backbreaking or you feel like all your tears have been cried and you can't go on, but that is what love is. love is making it work. love is staying when the worldd has turned its back to leave. love is explaining when the other half has no clue. love is caring when others don't want to be cared for. love is giving your all unselfishly even when you get nothing in return. love is being ther when people want you to leave. love is not about everybody having a say in your relationship, but it's just you and the other person listening to each other. love just is

1 Corinthians 13

sweet...

2006-07-17T08:16:00.000+02:00

man...i wanted to post a differnt one, but this will have to do...

Sweet Sappy Poems

sweet sappy poems
poems of loves tones
the way of happiness
and of its simple bliss
that's what their about
stuff that makes a person shout
all they are about is
a way to please and forgive
all it is is a feeling
and close to the real dealing
is just in those sweet sappy poems

are you listening?

2006-07-14T10:18:00.000+02:00

another one of my orginals...

Sorry

As I look back and
Realize what I put you
Through, the pain, the endless
Nights of crying, all I can say is
I'm sorry.
The day to day pain
In your eyes, trying to
Figure out why I did
That to myself, baby
I'm sorry.
Words can't explain
How you felt and they sure
Don't explain what
I'mTrying to say, at the
Moment it may seen odd,
Just forgive me cause
I'm so sorry.

me

2006-07-13T15:26:00.000+02:00

well...i'm new to this...try to update as i can...mostly my poems up here...here's the first

I thought

I thought we would last forever
if forever were to come
I thought you had changed for the better
if better was far from scum
I thought you meant what you said
if everything wasn't a lie
I thought you wanted to wed
if only we could try
I thought you never wanted to hurt me
if only the world I desired
I thought what you said I would soon see
if only in others I had not inquired
I thought for sure we were true
if only nothing was meant to gain
I thought I loved you
if only that thought in you was the same